Really??

So Pop informed me last night that he planned on dying in three years. Of kidney failure. And doesn't want dialysis. Isn't that painful? Or I would kill him in a car wreck - I don't think I could live with myself if that occurs. I think that is a crappy way to decide you are going to die (this coming from a person who has always said I would be murdered) but as long as he is not in pain I'll be somewhat OK. And people wonder why I am so strange?